can you be utterly and madly in love with me for one second
Suggesting
Unfamiliar
Annoying
Above ground
Abandoned
Left to weather
Foreign
Aging
Old
Dry and gasping
Ghosted
Read aloud
Asked politely to leave
The night
Begging
Attached
Softly lit
Waved off
For good measure
The exterminator
Your parents
Hung in the doorway
Not welcome
Not here
Not now
The night rests against the balcony door - Leif Engström , 2023.
Swedish, b. 1992 -
Oil on canvas, 253 x 230 cm. frame.
One second fumes
Trying to impress you all
Short circuiting
Maybe not
But maybe
While the wind tells me how much I’m loved
The soil below me
Full of lead
And some local politician’s allegedly stolen my shoes
Brice Marden, Aphrodite (Negril) with Green, (stick and black and colored inks, with white gouache, on ivory wove paper), 1991-1994 [Art Institute Chicago, Chicago, IL. © Brice Marden / ARS, New York]
Old friends dancing around
On psychiatric drugs
Dressed up as Gram Parsons
Radio humming
Mocking standardized high school tests
Violent
Passive aggressive
Sweet
Unset ink
Accidentally smudging
Flicking rhinestones into oblivion
William Blake dissolving into modern concrete descriptions
Jack Kerouac kept in hell for not asking permission
Gregory Corso outliving both
Reading Shelley w/o reading Shelley
Slide guitars rambling in the distance
Stolen cars moaning in the background
Old trees croaking
Whispering, “I love you”
Candle lit
Shelves hung up with thumb tacks
Ceramic songbirds settled
Trying to keep up with the seasons
Freshly picked flowers
Framed paintings
Velvet
Lightly toasted pasta
Sequined pillows
Fresh lines
Pretty lights
All saying,
“Goodnight goodnight’
All saying,
“Tomorrow will better”
Dear (Insert Name Here),
Life’s weird
I look at my hands and get freaked out
I look at the clock and get freaked out
A commercial’s playing in the background
I love(d) you
With all my heartWhatever happened to us
Whoever said what when
I think about you more than I’d like to admit
I care about what you think more than I’d like to admit
Something’s blowing across the ground in the distance
Humming a soft songI don’t know why I did that thing that one time
Maybe I was scared
Confused
Upset
Maybe I was out of line
But I didn’t do that other thing
I don’t care what anyone else says
I didn’t do it
I was in the clouds
Scattering downMaybe I’ll never see you again
Maybe I’ll die tomorrow in a freak accident
Maybe I’ll explode and dance among the stars or whateverI’m sorry
I love(d) you (Insert Name Here)
With all my heart
Whatever’s easiest for you
I genuinely wish you the best-Steven








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